Thursday, September 30, 2010

These Never-Ending Saga

Out in the open. 
Just when I thought everything is over, receiving her text messages makes me realize that for her, it's not. 


I don't think I have to understand her reasons. Maybe it's just her way of breathing out, or letting me know that she still exist. Or perhaps, she just wants to know how I would react.


I choose to write what I have to say instead. And maybe, just maybe, she'll get to see things clearly.

To YOU: 

Please don't blame me for your unhappiness or hate me because of your insecurities. You have a choice to be happy, yet you've chosen not to be otherwise. Learn to control the situation and the real issues that you're having in your life. 

You can't change the past, but you don't have to live in it either. All you have to do is accept. The past existed for a reason. My past was an experience and it makes me strong. I hope you can do the same.

Live in the present. Don't make me a part of your lives, as I don't need to and I don't have to be. It's been a decade since I've let go and break free. I'd even chosen to forego the friendship. I'm part of his history as he's part of mine, there's no reason to move back. 

It's a never-ending saga and it's sad to be part of this circus that you've created. 

Pointless. I don't need to understand why you hated me, or why at some point you choose to be like me, or let my personality reflect in yours. I know of those instances where you want to pull me down and make me look bad. Yet, I choose to stand still.

Hatred and bitterness won't get you anywhere, it will only make things worst, making you more miserable. 

Just release and let go of your baggages; it is only thru breaking free that you'll truly be happy and at peace. Don't hold on to your feelings of resentment and anger, or re-create pain in your life. I know you'll eventually learn to see everything in a sensible and mature perspective.

Maybe Julia Robert's latest film, "Eat, Pray, Love" can be a good inspiration for her.

3 comments:

Mrs. Kolca said...

Wow. It's amazing how you are handling this case with such calmness and poise. Must be one of the reasons why your marriage is going strong. Salute to you sis! :D

chubskulit said...

I admire your courage and fineness in handling the situation.

Grampy said...

Great job of explaining what is what. Now it is up to her to move on.If I was you I would just delete any new messages. Sometimes your reply's may keep her going. Good Luck.

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